My WAW story

[JRG]

Thanks KD. Getting out is so important. I need to push myself to do more things.

W stopped by today unannounced to pick up the rest of her things. She asked some questions about my family visiting this past weekend. She hadn't asked very many questions about anything lately so it was nice that she showed some interest. She gave me a hug before she left. It didn't feel all that heartfelt though. I wanted to tell her how much I loved her and missed her. I kept it inside.

She now has taken everything from the house that she intended to take. Other than stopping by occasionally to get her mail, I won't be seeing her anymore I assume....that is until she (if she) files for D. I hope she doesn't rush it.

This morning was tough. I couldn't help but to cry at work when I was alone. I thought that my crying phase was over. It just reminds me of the time that it's going to take to get through all this.