I think for the first couple of weeks I didn't grieve. I was too caught up in dealing with the health issues in my family. Last week it hit me and I'm feeling it. The profile and the phone call are hard. I'm gonna have tears. Did I do the right thing...yes. I haven't once thought I should have continued it. I'm dealing with my own feelings of loss and the fact that I've caused someone I care for a lot of hurt. It's a mish mash of feeling right now. It will lift, I just have to let myself feel what I feel, cleanse and move on.
