No hurry to figure out what is going on, right? You are doing great - sitting with your feelings, as confusing as they are, instead of reacting to them.
You recognize the factors affecting your state of mind - H just leaving and waking up and going back to daily routine and grind on your own. I feel the same way. I am grateful for my kids and my life, I just wished I didn't have to do it alone - it is exhausting many times. It's the feeling of wanting to share your life with someone you love, of being part of a team and a family, and of having someone you can also lean on...
I send you a hug and look forward to hearing how your coaching session went.
(((((( busitng )))))))
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D
