I am happy with myself. I have gained by half of what I lost from the BD. I am okay with this. I am in shape and I know that.
As for her - I think I have seen enough to not pursue. We haven't spoken since Wednesday and I'm okay with that.
I went out Thursday - Saturday in which I spent the evenings getting hit on repeatedly or with friends who love me for me.
And what I realized (after a few beers and a smacking from 25) is that I can have this in a relationship too. A woman will find me beautiful - heart and soul...
... and that woman is worth waiting for.
M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.
