Man this is hard. I just want my wife home, my family put back together, my kids are starting to struggle with it. Im having a hard time encouraging them because they know I want their mom home. Im asking myself the same questions the kids are asking me. Im consumed with how to fix this and find myself neglecting them and neglecting other responsibilities. Im working on GAL, Im going to the gym 2 days a week. This will be my first week alone so maybe it will be easier to GAL.
When I see her I just want to hold her. Everytime we talk I just want to tell her to come home. All the things I cant do. She's engagig with me fine when she needs something. Sometimes im feeling used.
