Stuck..how do I get out???

[tiredndrained]

Thx for asking. Walk n games went well. H did come back Sat nite but in a really bad mood....argument w ow??? Hmmm...anyway Sun he reminded me we were supposed to do something as a family bc we won tix to something. I told him i forgot n took my one S to walk n soccer n let him spend day w other son alone. My S11 made comment over weekend that H wasn't around n he doesn't want to get close to him bc he just going to leave again. I feel bad for him. He said he feels like H being fake n its all a show bc he worried bout the divorce n custody. My other son piped in that H buys them gifts all the time so they will b distracted n not focus on the fact he leaves all the time. They are both too smart for their own good.

Didn't blink an eye this weekend at H. Trying hard to keep his problems to him. Was still cranky on sun...wondering why. Not like he works..wasn't home can't blame me or kids.