I dont know. It felt like I wanted to be done with the groundhog day of waking up every morning feeling like 'here we go again'. Not seeing much progress in the sitch (I do see progress with myself)..wanting to share my life with him and not being able to....I think this is also being triggered with the fact that he just left and me and the kids are readjusting to that again.
I am not sure. I know I am happy. I know I am ok on my own. I know I am still standing.
What does this mean?
You know, I posted that I was ready to have this stop taking up space in my head. I am like you, happy, okay on my own. I wonder if it is a question of a little more time?
