I dont know. It felt like I wanted to be done with the groundhog day of waking up every morning feeling like 'here we go again'. Not seeing much progress in the sitch (I do see progress with myself)..wanting to share my life with him and not being able to....I think this is also being triggered with the fact that he just left and me and the kids are readjusting to that again.
I am not sure. I know I am happy. I know I am ok on my own. I know I am still standing.
What does this mean?
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home