So, here I am, my first two days being a divorced woman. Ugh. I still cringe at the thought. I think we're all more emotionally attached to being married than we think, maybe as much as we're emotionally attached to our spouses. I have already covered this in my book.
I don't feel any different. The paperwork didn't really change anything except for the finances. I remember when I first got married. It sounded so weird to say, "my husband." It took a while to really feel married. I guess it might take a while for me to feel not-married.
Was browsing online dating profiles--just for the heck of it--and I think finding someone new will take some time. I have no idea how he found all these women during our separation (who knows how many--remember the STD incident?) I think he doesn't have high standards. To him, anyone who is a night owl and good looking enough will do. But I do have high standards. I want to be with someone who truly loves me and who is in tune with his true self. Anyway, those are my musings for the day.
From now on, will post less often, but I want you all to remember I am thinking about you and sending you the strength, love, and courage you need.
