Hey T, we should always question, are we doing our best. And if we are, then it doesnt really matter what the outcome is.
You have learned some important things. Things that you will carry with you for a lifetime.
And yep, there is no unspoken limit as to how many bad things can happen to one person. I used to wave my hand and say, ok, I'm good - had my share. LOL!
But then I realized, all of those things made me who I am today.
Do I wish I could have learned all that in a way that wasnt so difficult? Yes!!!
But, that is not what His plan for me was.
And so I still take each thing and struggle through. And each and every time I make it, I know it has added a richness to my being.