Also, being on this side of hope...hope that is being translated into a real flesh and blood R with my H...I can't tell you what that has done for me. I know I would've been okay without him. But it's been worth waiting for and loving him through the worse ... of better or worse.
How many times have I said to myself (during replay), "I didn't sign up for this!"
Girl, I like the fact he is checking up on you. I like the fact you are having fun without him. You really don't know what is happening on his end.
My H said he felt really "alone" ... a lot. Even when surrounded by others. It can be very motivating.
Keep on being happy and awesome. Keep on not asking him anything. I think that could lead good places.
Thinking of you, Enjoy the park! rH
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway
