I hope to one day be able to feel the empathy you express. Maybe because he still lives here and I'm sure it's me as well, but it easier to feel nothing for Not-H.
You are correct in reaching that kind of peace...it's keeps you closer to who you are and what's in your heart! I look forward to that strength one day!
<3 dm
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!