Ok well it is a long story. I love this place but the land lord son is in jail and may get out and they need this pace for him. Not and i mean just now as i type I was told i may need to more out even before the 30 days. I think in NYS with no lease I have 30 day from the day they told me.
so not i have to deal with this [censored].
As far as my WAW i have tried to keep the contact to a min. and have done so very well i think . I have also helped ,y step daughter and the respect i get from her is very god. I talked a lot to her and I did not bring up the the W. But she did . I said as little as i could. But yes was fishing for info. So it is hard to say unless you were there. but it may really be that my WAW has turned gay and or BI. She is out with others as the stepdaughter said but the one girl that i told my wife i felt i was replaced by is living with her now. Now i was not told straight out if you saw the looks and reactions from the Step daughter then you would know she is sleeping with her or something.But again ll this said i can not confirm. Even the daughter told her mom that she needs to deal with this but she said it is like she is sweeping it under the rug hoping it will go away. I also found out she is 450 behind in tv bill 500 in a car bill and electric is 150 month behind. but yet she is going out having fun. doing what she wants too. I feel like taking back all the money in the joint account and closing it just to say [censored] you WAW... I also wanted to send a note telling her that i hope she is being safe when it comes to sex as you do not want to give others what you gave me. All this hurts yes. But i got alot of little insight from step daughter.
Oh me step son from the WAW text me the other day out of the blue and said some very nice things. he said he wanted to thank me for all the nice things i have done for his sister. that is realy cool you are helping her out thank you very much.
It made me cry and i replied to him that it was very nice to hear the god things you said to me. and i wanted you to know that the same goes for you . I would help you if needed as well. you guys are good kids. no matter what happens with your mom and I just know i will be here for you.
Oh the stepdaughter even told me that her real dad was very shocked and impressed that i was helping in the way i have been. he told her that he must be a good man and your mom just lost an other one.....
before all the above i did send an email to WAW just saying this
Hi WAW, I hope everything is going well for you. Just had been thinking about you.
Sorry I but for got one thing in last email I will do my best not to contact you at this point. I will just wait till you are ready to have coffee dinner or whatever to just talk. I sure do miss just talking to you.... But I will wait for you and when you feel ready just call text or email. I just do not want to pressure you at all just putting it out there.
Also, I may have a few things in the house that are yours I will try to get them to you some how soon
love you
WAW I would love to just talk to you sometime. Maybe have dinner or even just coffee. I do miss and really desire talking to you like you told me one day you felt the same.
But maybe you are not ready yet who knows. I keep trying to reach out but get ignored. something I thought you would never do to any one.
You know how I do feel about you but I can put that aside. If we could just talk at some point. I would Love to show you my salt water tanks I think it would be something you would enjoy.
I do not want to put any pressure on you at all. I know you have had a lot going on with lynsey and im sure your work....
So when your ready please lets do coffee or dinner if you would like. But it would really be nice if you just did not totally ignore my texts. never would have thought you would do that to anyone or maybe you are not getting the texts.
You know this already but i love you
so again and again i am lost in limbo land. I just do not know what to do if anything any more. I do know the stepdaughter did say that her mom did want aa divorce and she did file but this was some time ago. and I have never got any papers. Im suppose to correct???
