New to all this!

[Stipple]

First night as a 'single' woman. I had changed the bed linen and tossed out H pillow. I slept Ok until about 4am and then the brain started churning. I'm trying very hard to think of other things when my brain wants to 'relationship' think, I need a lot of practice!

I had my first riding lesson yesterday, the muscles aren't too sore this morning. D and I were to go bush walking later this morning but her work hours have changed. I might take the dog for a walk and perhaps go for a swim this afternoon.

How long does this awful heart pain last for? It really does feel like it is breaking . Childbirth seems such a breeze compared to this.