W emailed me a bunch of stuff to print out. I sometimes wonder when she does this if it if non-verbal communication, an indirect way of letting me know where she is at. Seems she does this when she has "gone inside".
Glancing over the info...I just feel so badly for her, if these are indications of what she is feeling and thinking...man...so glad I am not her...and I don't see it the way she does.
I just want to tell her that she isn't all those things, that I see her so differently, so much more positively, despite of the last couple/few years and all that has transpired.
But I don't. I know better now. She has to work through this herself.
I can still dream of the possible day when I can, though.
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
