Stuck..how do I get out???

[tiredndrained]

H gone all night last night...i did not contact him. Came in at 9 n i didn't say a word. I left w kids right after n took them to breakfast. He called me a few times then fell off the radar for the remainder of the day. Im assuming he won't b back tonight either. He has good chance for a job. Just praying so i can move on w my life. I worked on painting house today n the yard. S11 was upset bc he tried all day to reach H w no luck. I feel bad for my kids. H doesn't see it. He will end up like his own dad apologizing when they are adults n its too late. My fil told me when my H was little he went thru a really rough time. If u ask my H he says his dad ignored them...left the family...cheated..etc...funny how he doesn't see the parallels. Tomorrow is a busy day. MS walk n then two soccer games. Should keep my mind off the sitch.