Today has really been down and up. Staying positive though and writing in my journal and on this board to get the emotions out. But my letting go, ans positivity are already changing my outlook and apparently affecting W.
She told me when picking up S today that she is surprised at how nice and upbeat I have been lately. And how well I am dealing with everything. I simply told her this is the new me, being a positive person that focuses on the now instead of the past and succombing to depression. She said she is confused as to whether I am moving on or moving forward.
I didn't say much, just asked her how she feels. Very happy about all this. Just going to keep it up. And keep being polite and communicative with her.
Me-36 W-31 M-7 S-5 BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand
Seeking means: to have a goal Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal