T, you are so cool!

Most of my threads are gone frown unfortunately, but, I guess you've found a few. smile.

It is true, no matter how prepared you think you are for all this, you can never really be.

Wwhile I know this is not have you expected your life to go, but, life rarely goes as we expect it.

The way I see it is that we have a few choices. Throw down the bat, wait for a walk or swing as hard as we can.

All of them lead to a conclusion, but, I prefer to take my chances. smile

Go big or go home. LOL!

You will be forever changed regardless of how this all turns out.

But I have no doubt that either way, you will be ok.