I think it is wonderful that you and H are rebuilding your M. Even throughout all his craziness, there was always a part of you that believed in your H, believed in the man that you married, the man that you love. Hope is an amazing thing...
And you recognizing what mistakes you made, that is tough stuff, but honesty really is the best policy - and I think that includes being honest with ourselves. It also means sorting out what our faults truly are from the rubbish that our S's can spew at us.
I want to believe more than anything that I will get to a point of R one day. I believe - have always believed - that my real H is still in there somewhere, trying desperately to get out.
After all, why would he want to lose the best thing that ever happened to him?
Stay on your path Gal, you're doing great!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
