Thanks UW I'm sorry I hurt too. I'm sorry so many good people are hurting because of this.
I do love my life, except for the pain that he brings. It is sad that he can't see what is right in front of his eyes.
I have noticed something else... It seems like time is going by faster and faster. I swear the minutes dragged in the very beginning, I took the start of each new month as a huge milestone for me. But now, it seems like I blink an eye, and it's a new season.
Glad for being so tired tonight, will fall asleep without worrying about him.
Maybe I could get Optimus Prime or Bumblebee to crash their romantic getaway?
Waiting, thanks for stopping by. Will write more to ya when I'm not so stinkin tired!
Goodnight everyone
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
Love you TVS!!!! Big HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are a good person.
M17 yrs. me49 xW47 d15 d11
BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out) Therapy 9 months (tried 2) BD2- May/12(sep) Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50 Sold home - Aug/13 Court #2 - Dec/13 Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again We settled.
I feel like each day that passes with all of this and each time I get hurt, my heart hardens just a little bit more towards H. I lose a little bit more respect for him. My feelings fade just a little bit more too.
Do feelings just fade till there is nothing left? I don't know...
TVS, that is exactly how I feel. Just when I think that I can get over something he does something else that hurts. But it hurts a little less and I am beginning to be able to brush it off that much more.
Thank you everyone! I loved reading all of your encouraging and kind words first things this morning. Love you guys
Being hurt is hard. But it's not gonna kill me.
Portia, I was thinking that no matter how strong we think we are, or how prepared we think we are to deal with them, we still end up being hurt. I don't think it's a sign of weakness though - I see it as more of a testament to how big our hearts are.
And our feelings? Yes, they are definitely changing. And while they may be different from day to day, one thing is for sure... They are not the same as they once were for our MLCers.
UW, I found an old quote from you that I'd like to share -
"Sometimes life just throws you a huge curveball and you have no other choice but to try and swing."
Ummm... Could you be any more awesome?!?!
Well, ol' TVS was actually a decent athlete back in the day. And I damn well know how to hit a ball.
So I'm getting out my big bat, and am taking a big swing. And if I miss? Hey, I do get three strikes
Getting ready to go grocery shopping with the boys, which is so much fun... "He's touching me... He's pushing me... He's making a noise... He's looking at me..."
You know how it is!!!
But I'm excited about having my good friends over for dinner tonight. I'm making a yummy pasta dish, and they are bringing the wine. Holla!
Happy Saturday
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
Sometimes we think we are not strong, yet the reality is, we ARE.
Originally Posted By: Takevowsserious
Portia, I was thinking that no matter how strong we think we are, or how prepared we think we are to deal with them, we still end up being hurt. I don't think it's a sign of weakness though - I see it as more of a testament to how big our hearts are.
Where some think it might be a sign of weakness or worse... It takes STRENGTH and COURAGE to keep being vulnerable enough to allow ourselves to be hurt, over and over again. To allow ourselves to feel empathy and compassion in the eye of the storm and not shut down our emotions, completely. To embrace and own the consequences of the choices we make, not only to protect ourselves and our children, but to also protect our WAS / MLCers, even while they are in their worst.
I'm sorry I hurt too. I'm sorry so many good people are hurting because of this.
unfortunately, but, I guess you've found a few.