In it, Dont ever worry about whether I think you are avoiding my posts. You have enough to worry about without worrying about that.
You take your time and when you are ready, you can tell us how you feel.
I am glad your h will be away for awhile. It will give you time to try to come to terms with some things.
I know your emotions are all over the place. I cannot imagine how you must feel just finding out you are pregnant and having your h say what he has said.
So, take some time to take care of you.
We will be right here for you whenever you are ready.