Very long day at work, glad the weekend is finally here!
My friend confirmed that OW took today off too, though she was there yesterday. So though it hurts, I like knowing the truth instead of sticking my head in the sand. My friend also said that this continues to be noticed by other co- workers, and that OW even asked another co- worker if people talk about her and my H.
I feel like each day that passes with all of this and each time I get hurt, my heart hardens just a little bit more towards H. I lose a little bit more respect for him. My feelings fade just a little bit more too.
Do feelings just fade till there is nothing left? I don't know...
Was going through my journal again, and found this from March-
"Maybe H will really end up alone and miserable. I know I won't."
Yep, that pretty much sums it up!
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
