Wife said she was done!

[Maritimer]

After many AA meetings and therapy sessions I realized I was not as bad as she put me out to be. Just because she labeled me as one dosent make it true. I have no regrets of cutting it out completely. It is how she feels so i cannot take that away from her. Unfortunately she will always view me as one.

I believe that will be the card she will play. Even though I have made unbelievable changes in my life I still may never be able to gain her trust again. It something I have to accept. I am a wonderful father to my children and nothing will ever be more important to me as they are in my life.

One journey I will never give up on is being the best father i can be to my 2 children. It first starts with taking care of myself and being the best person I can be. DB'ing has taught me that.