How are you doing, Jerms? Please keep posting as we will support you through this and sometimes it helps just to have a place to journal.
While I do agree with what 2chiq posted, I have a suspicion that you are going dark, FOR YOU... rather than as "punishment" to your W. And I would agree it is a good idea. Get yourself out of your own way and keep working with your W to co-parent your children. As soon as you feel emotionally stable enough to not react to your W's words or actions, please do re-engage her and leave "dark".
In the mean time, is a PA a deal breaker for you? Do you still hope to save the M?
