Guys, I love you all and treasure all your posts and good wishes and hugs. Thank you.
So, you will not believe what happened last night. As I told you, I was having a hard time, and wasn't in the happiest mood. The phone rang, and when I saw the called ID, it read, "Wayne Dyer." I was confused, but picked it up, and it was HIM! My spiritual guide and hero. I told him this was definitely an act of God (synchronicity) bc I had had a really tough day. He said he just felt that he had to call me. I had written to him before so he knew about my sitch. He asked when the court date was, and I said, "Tomorrow!" He said, "Wow, so I was meant to call you today." It was great conversation. I told him I'm sending my H love and hope he finds his path. He said that's all I can do, and that my heartache is in divine order. I agree, bc as Subguy said, if this hadn't happened, I wouldn't be writing this blog and book that will help a ton of people. I would've never met you guys. So all this pain has been for a reason.
After the call I was so happy, I texted my H. He called this AM and said it was a miracle. He called four more times while waiting for the judge to call him (he wanted to know more about the call.) I told him I send him love and peace. He said he felt it.
So he signed the papers. It's all done. He called after and said he didn't know what he future held. I told him we would find out. He said, "Yes, we might not talk to each other again, or end up as friends, or..." and trailed off. Said he truly respected me and wanted me to be happy. I thanked him. And he mentioned the miracle of the call again.
So I had a sense of loss and sadness after but not too bad. I feel so energized by Wayne's call, and truly feel the divine presence of God in me.
I will finish this book and help many many people. I can't wait. For now, I'm helping people through my blog.
So from now on I will refer to my H as my XH. Weird. But if we think about it, it's just a piece of paper that has been signed. I am the same person--not less worthy of love and happiness. I am still a child of God.
