i know, rite, here i am fun central- and yet this drip of a mlc, messed up h finds me bad company appae=rently.
how did our charms become soooo obscured? sometimes i wonder if he changed me into his "mother". - and he hates her hasn't spoken to her in 8 yrs or so.
it's kinda sick- don't even know what makes me think it- but do you wonder? do they see us somehow as soooo steady & responsible and THERE THAT WE become invisible & ho hum?
just a thought-
the walking will help a heck of alot- i do and sometimes i stomp out to burn off whatever the evil thoughts/fumes are permeating my being.
