Yes, I definitely agree that there is the pursuit/distance dance going on there. Except it really isn't much of a dance if I am continually pulling away. I have been going on with my life for awhile now, but he is only just starting to notice. And while it may have been more forced in the beginning, it comes much more easily now. Just doing my thing.
I'm not gonna lie, the note stirred up a lot of feelings for me. Him signing love before his name seems significant to me. In the few notes he has written since bomb, he has not done this. (Where signing love was the only way he would sign things to me pre-bomb)
I don't know, seems the main thing I am feeling this morning is discouraged.
Am I crazy to believe that a part of him is starting to wake up to what he could possibly lose? Or maybe he is still as clueless as ever? Or maybe I'm the one that's clueless?
I plan on having a great weekend with the boys. Am having my two oldest friends over tomorrow for a girls night too. Life does go on without him (whether his absence is emotional or physical!)
Have a great Friday
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
