I needed to hear that..its just that when they see you struggling and desperate to save the marriage and they yet continue to bail out of it its overwhelming..
Journaling.
H continues to behave as though he has met the love of his life and is tormented as though giving me time to accept this is the biggest sacrifice he can ever make..Painful.. Never mind that we had a great day with some family friends yesterday.. went for drinks and dinner, laughed, went down the memory lane.. In the morning its the same story.. when are we meeting the counselor to take things forward..Arrrrgh guess he was doing a pullback.. we had a good time or rather u may have had but things are not getting postponed is the message!!! S not well, had a job interview to day.. of course these things happen together.. it feels like he is nudging, sometimes pushing and then throwing me out of his life.. just awful .. anyways have to take one day at a time.. Ciao my fellow busters.. keeping you all in my thoughts today
hoper me-40,H41 M-15 S-6 Looks like MLC,living together
