Had to travel for work this week. Ive gotten to where i dont like to be gone. Boys really missed me. W is so frustrating to watch around them. She ignores them to talk/text constantly.

I hate the way she treats them. They adore her, and she can be so sweet to them. Unfortunately, she cannot focus on them for any extended amount of time. So unfair to them.

They had to call me on the way home for a splinter in S9s finger. I assumed it was bad. Three hours later when I got home, I realized it was barely there. Didn't even draw blood. S6 called and talked to me for one of the hours on the drive in. He slept with my pillow last night because he missed me.

These boys need their mother.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later