we own a biz - pt 5

[makingmagic]

ohh... ive been getting it, but just posting about the stuff I was struggling with. Honestly, I have gotten A LOT! Accuray's posts of tonight have been bang on... and based on that I feel good about some of my progress... still a long way to go, but the sooner I can get going... the better it will be.

Another thing I may start to do is limit my time on this site. I have been obsessing and that takes away from doing "normal" things like...cleaning, cooking, and watching TV... normal things that if I were to start doing again, I might not be so obsessed. At least I can fake starting to try... this seems simple but thats how far back I really am. So, I apologize if I can't keep up with all the threads. I need to be a little selfish at the moment and focus on me.

PON, I want YOU to know that I am a HUGE believer in Positive Thinking. I am successful because of my thoughts. I have even worked my magic and brought people from far away back into my life, 3 different relationships. Health too. At one point all was great in my life, except my R...so, with knowledge of my focus, I feel I actually brought my separation onto myself (with major regret now). For months, I have been trying to be positive again, but have been angry at myself and the universe. I am trying to find PMA again and I am pretty hopeful that I can bring my R back. I totally trust my thoughts are capable and can do this, as I have made exciting things happen. I really need to focus my thoughts again. Please continue to encourage me.

I have faith in my love and know that h still loves me.