They don't draw attention to themselves allowing for a great way of life for families and children, and especially their elderly. I like the strong yet silent type. That what H was, now he's just a big mouth, weakling afraid of everything in front of him.
Are you lonelier or sadder because of the time you did have in FL. You have to think if you can go on with this uprooting he does in your life, is is worth it when he's gone again? You deserve soo much more Nero!
You don't have a nieve way of look at life, you are realistic in what you deserve! Now are you going to demand it, or stay sad? You can get a new life, and a new guy, and move forward, it's were your at about now. Think about it, your H is!
Try to be easier on yourself! You can be happy without H, or sad with him!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
