Recently Separated and Need Help

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I'm struggling a little tonight. My H had the kids for a while tonight. Turns out he's bought a new flat screen tv and is paying all his bills while I'm struggling because he hasn't paid support in two weeks. He has all these wonderful plans for the kids this weekend. I'm going to be at home cleaning and purging so the landlord can come and inspect by the end of the month. I know I should be GALing it up. I still worry that it's counterproductive. Maybe I'm letting my anxiety take over since I know this will be my first weekend without the kids. Can anyone tell me if this is normal or am I way out there?