Thanks everyone. One of the nice things that happened here is my two daughters. Last night when I got home I sat down in a chair and my D15 looked at me and said "Daddy,you look sad. Do you miss SDA Lady?" and the tears just started to flow. She came over and wrapped her arms around me and said "Daddy, I love you". We talked for a little bit and I thanked her for being there. About 15 minutes later I got a text from my D19, it read "Daddy, D15 tells me you're feeling down tonight. I'm studying for my exams tomorrow, but maybe we can text and if you need to talk I'm here for you!" we texted for a bit and I told her I saw SDA Lady on a dating site and it hit me hard. She wrote "just when you think you're OK something always jumps up and bites you in the butt. You cry if you need to Daddy, you'll be OK. You're the strongest person I know!" Wow, those are my girls...I am indeed blessed.