This is a roller coaster and your car is going fast. BREATHE
YOU CANT CONTROL HIS ACTIONS
YOU ARE NOT A MIND READER
All you can do is help you. I have read your entire thread and I have to ask what others have been asking and you havent responded. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO CHANGE YOUR OLD SELF?
Its been a few weeks......If he comes back in two hours and snaps his fingers and tells you he is back WHAT HAS CHANGED ABOUT YOU???
What is going to change so that this doesnt happen in two years or two years after you have a child- What is different???
If he is emotional right now because of the roses back off and realize he is pissed and the words that he types or spews from his lips will be anger filled- DONT YOU LOOSE IT!
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13
