Nope! Ha, no cute little red car for me.

JP- hilarious!

So in my state we can't D until after the baby is born. I got a call a text from H this morning to call him ASAP. Well, he had to tell me that he got into a verbal altercation with a guy in our AA home group. Bthen H slapped him in the face. Ya. It happens to be the next door neighbor of his OW...who is married to my best friends cousin. You can't make this up. He has been very vocal about how messed up & angry he is at H for what he is doing.

I didn't respond at first. H asked if I hate him more. I said no. I don't. I just don't care anymore. His choices are catching up to him & he is lucky that they guy didn't press charges. He got all "I'll just leave everyone alone since I keep letting everyone down". I got off the phone. I didn't RSVP to the pity party.

Spirally down. He is cracking, that's for sure. I just have to ket go of him acting crazy around the kids. Deep breath


M: 9 yrs
T: 13 yrs
H:34 Me:35, S4, D2, S 7 months
Dday 11/12-PA & multiple PAs
Dbing 12/12
S 1/13
7/13 H moved back in basement.
8/13 #3 born
10/13 still cheating
10/13 He moves across country, I file for D