Cat-thanks for some insight. I do need time. Time to think & process my thoughts. Raising the child on my own is terrifying. It's terrifying to think of me possibly becoming a single mom with the two children I already have, let alone a newborn. It scares me to think that he may just really not want or have anything to do with this child. I'm scared of what that would do to the child, my daughters, me, & even him down the road.
M 34 H 35 D 7 D 6 M 10 T 14 Pregnant w/ boy/girl twins-due 12/2013 BD 12/15/12