NG this was abeautifully written post. I think it shows so much growth an awareness in yourself. I feel a shift in your words. A shift in your mind...

You have written what I have been feeling these past several days... I lack the eloquency you have to express myself. Yet the way you described how you are feeling is where I feel I am as well. Especially about the friend part and forgiveness part.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home