Stuck..how do I get out???

[tiredndrained]

So, after my argument with H last Mon morning he has been more than nice to me. Not sure why bc it is the same argument we have had over and over again but maybe he senses I really am just done. I am still detaching. If he is in one room I go into the other room but never say anything. Yesterday he was all over kissing me and touching me. I didn't react or say anything. My S asked me why daddy is suddenly so interested in me again? Good question. Maybe has something to do with the fact that I havent had sex with him in over a month. Without saying anything to him about why I just casually stopped. Either he is wanting it or catching on that I won't do it if I feel he is with someone else. Either way, come this weekend I'm sure he will be gone again and so as long as he continues to run around there will be no sex or any affection on my part. He told me he wanted a divorce so if he wants more at this point he will have to be the one to work for it. I'm not giving into the craziness anymore. Weather is nice. My kids are very involved with soccer so I get to hang out with the friends I've made on the field with the other "soccer moms". At least that gives me some time out of the house to interact and be social. While I'm trying to find myself this is at least one social outlet. Work has also been keeping me busy. Hopefully that lasts because my company is sold. My H still has no job so if we are both out then we are really screwed. I will never move ahead.