Not confused...trying to move forward...

[BRNR]

Take life day by day and grieve the loss.

I will. And I am not going to make any excuses of why I can't or won't and just do...

As for the ow winning...well, what did she win? She won the shell of the man that you once knew and loved. The man she's with right now, is nothing more than a mlcing teenager and very shallow. They are both very needy and they will suck the life out of each other. Trust me, you had the best years of your h's life...she's got nothing at all but the shell of a man.

Snodderly, I know your right on this one...in my mind. My heart just feels differently.
I can only hope and pray and leave to God, that if my H is one of the lucky ones to ever come through this, and become the man I knew and love once more, or an even better one, that he and I have that chance to reunite.

You give this woman entirely too much credit...she's nothing.

I know I do, but that is because she has something of mine. Irregardless if it is broken or not. It hurts.

I am struggling with this...I know. I need to release it and her. But, I am concerned of her role in the future...mine and my children's future, and honestly H's. From what I have learned about her, even H deserves better than her.