I have been doing really well...really since the 28th and I posted that I was feeling like I actually had "value", which was new for me. Life is still extremely hectic and demanding, but I've been able to focus better as well, especially in school.
W does NOT seem to be doing so well. In fact, according to her she's not sure if she's ever had a day as bad as yesterday. I had to fight the instinct to skip class to help out, and fight it a little harder to drive by her exit on the way home without stopping by to check on her. The rationalization hamster gets churning and I can certainly come up with good reasons, but I ignored that little guy and didn't stop.
I actually feel okay.
M:12y - BD:12/11 - D:6/13 - 4Ds
"The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy." -MLK Jr.