Oh man. I am sorry. Sounds like she's having second thoughts and so is behaving badly in order to convince herself that this is what she really wants. What do you think? How can she say she loves you but still want D??
She actually tried to apologize this morning, so I think it was more the booze and stress than anything else, but to repeat what she's told me time and time again, "those thoughts must be in there somewhere."
And I don't understand the ILUs and standing by D any more than anyone else....it's confusing. Luckily, I don't read anything into anything she does these days, so I'm really only confused if I stop and think about it
I'm pushing forward at this point...I'm not waiting for her to decide what she wants. History has shown that she doesn't know.
