Started going through L names to get a initial consultation just to seek information. I want to know where I stand if H decides to file.

Luckily I am having a "numb night" where my emotions seem to be dulled by the formerly heightened emotionality. I figure I can do the L searching in this frame of mind.

I hope I don't get all emotional when these Ls get back to me about setting up a meeting. I'm not sure I'm even ready for a consultation. Too real for me. But, time is flying by & I don't see any baby steps (and have not) since BD last June.

I still stand, but I know if H decided it's over there's no turning back for him. I want to be prepared and protect myself and do wants best for my kids.

M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.