I am just trying to work through what could likely have just been a vent, for you. I am guessing that based on what you just posted, you are not ready to pull the trigger, no matter how frustrated and tired of the limbo, you currently find yourself as.
I know how that feels, without a doubt. And I have not yet pulled the trigger, although I don't think there's a trigger for me to pull, I think in my sitch this is more just walking away from the metaphorical M grave site. For me, this year has brought with it the realization that beyond there is no fixing the broken M, there will be no "new M", either. My choice and has nothing to do with bitterness nor resentfulness.
That said, for me. Are you prepared to just keep moving forward, even in the frustrations, and allow the M to be ended only by your W's choice and the time of due diligence by the legal system?
