Accuray, Thanks for stopping in and lending a hand. I will NEVER deny that my insecurities pushed H away. I would withhold affection, sex, because I didn't want to get hurt, or I would just get "bitchy" because I was scared and didn't want to be vulnerable to him. I didn't want to be vulnerable because doing so makes your heart open more, and I didn't want to get hurt. Counseling has done a lot, and I KNOW that I am deserving of love and able to RECEIVE love. We all gotta take chances. Maybe I figured this out too late for my H, but we're not divorced yet
He wants a loving, and supportive wife. That's IT! I was unable to hold up my end of the bargain. He is a good man, good husband, and provider. I NEVER gave him any credit.
Accuray, we don't talk/text/email as of the past week unless he shows up at my house unannounced for something out of the garage, or whatever. The first two weeks I begged, pleaded and texted him with pleasantries, and he ignored all of them or said he was sorry but didn't know what to say. Should I continue no contact unless he initiates? I think so, so does everyone else, what do you think?
Me 29 H 28 M 9 T 11 No kids 2 dogs H moved in with parents 3/21/13 H wants a D 4/2/13 D Filed 4/5/13 Served 4/17/13
