W called me today in the middle of work. Notified me that as of today she would no longer be including my laundry with that of the rest of the family, and that, as she pays the bills, she will no longer be paying for my student loans...I will have to pay that bill myself.
OK, they are just such little things. I can do my own laundry, and write two checks every month. No big deal. Why does it hurt so much to hear her say that? Just cutting me out in one more way, I guess. Just finding ways to separate herself from me a little bit more.
Well, I guess it just serves as a reminder of my NEED to detach myself from her, GAL, meet people and meet my OWN needs. Only, doing this, I don't really feel like I am doing this by way of DBing, but instead in the same way that a passenger jumps from a sinking ship...in order to salvage my own life from a disaster.
Going back to karate tonight. Maybe will feel better getting some exercise, and maybe someone will make me smile. That would be a welcome change.
Well, cheers, everyone!
Think about it...if you met a potential mate who was nothing but a bundle of needs, would YOU be attracted to them?
