It is surely hard to say things that hurt. At least here you know that the words will be not used against you.
As Opt said, it helps us get a feel for things and what can be suggested to help you move closer to your H.
I'd say that your gaming tonight is one very good example. The past is only important because it helps define any patterns or history that might help in solving tomorrow's problems.
Don't look back unless you're going there... and something tells me you don't want to anyway.
So hang in there and this too shall pass.
Hugs,
Betsey
"There are only 2 ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."
