[in_it]

Update/Journal:
No more communication. Barely spoke to each other after returning home from the gym last night. H didn't even say goodbye this morning. Ugh, this is hard.

I'm just going to go with it & continue to GAL & keep a PMA to the best of my ability. Staying busy is going to be key for me right now.

I've been going over in my head all the points I want to make when he does ask about the pregnancy again. I'm kind of relieved he didn't talk yesterday when I called him. It's given me some time to get my thoughts together. I feel like I can now speak calmly and rationally without getting flustered & shut down. I tend to do that in big important conversations.

So, today my goal is to stay focused & get some work done. I haven't really been able to do that so far this week.