Thanks Tori!

Journal:

I need to do a little vent....I HATE OW.

OK, now I am aware that if it wasnt her it would have been someone else. Lately I feel like memories from the past are making more sense to me. H's 'friendship' with her that drove me crazy. And made me feel so bad about MYSELF. How is that possible that I would feel guilty for that. How manipulative and selfish was H to make me think I was overreacting about this friendship? That I actually at one point apologized to him for not respecting this friendship. WHAT A FOOL I WAS!

Hmmm... Anger. Will add this too, to my shield.


TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home