how lucky you are that you started your first posts here in piecing!!! this is the right place for you!
i agree with everyone else, do NOT go to your family with your sitch becuase they are only concerned about you not hurting anymore...please just tell them, i am handling things the way i need to so that i can be comfortable with myself when i go to bed at night...
5 months??? oh my god, 5 months is NOTHING in this thing...you got plenty of time to make a great marriage