Hi there...glad to see you! You're already getting great advice from these guys
My 2 cents re. family and friends is to stop discussing your sitch with them if it breeds advice/comments that don't feel right to you. There's lots of reasons why the folks close to you will advise you to give up, move on, etc but it doesn't matter a whit...what matters is what YOU want...but you know that. Stop having conversations that make you feel worse, not better...you know "stop doing it if it ain't working!".
Now...what are you doing to address h's concerns about fights?
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.